That's another thing that really irritates me. My Mom lived with us and when her shit got to be too much, and the welcome wore out, we moved her on. I refused to let her come between myself and Shawn. And she was only here just over 2 months! Shawn's mom is rounding in on a year!!! He let's her drive me to drink. He puts her before me and what i expect in the home I pay for. She gets a free ride. (She does get unemployment but only buys her own food, gas) He has proven over and over again he would ahve me leave before her. I mean, I think it's great that he loves his mom like that. But what about the love he and I share? He's taken something I thought precious and made it a big black hole full of empty promises and doubt. And that makes me hate her more. I will never think of his mom in the same way. Nope. Never. I mean it, not ever.

Work was all right. They did put me on the I.L. dial. Man what a trip. It's a bit complicated to learn. There's 2 different loads and ya have to be damn careful not to screw that up or you can crash the hell out of the machine. But once I got the hang of it, and it didn't take too long actually, yay! I did quite well. My back is screaming bloody murder for having to hunch over to hold the cycle buttons... but other than that it wasn't bad. I ran 170 sets. Max quota is 180. So I was pretty proud of myself.

Today was also payday due to Thursday being T-giving. Nice! And turkey day. woot! That's one bonus of working with Shawn. We get 2 turkeys at T-giving, and we get 2 hams at X-mas. That's two of the 3 maybe 4 minor bonuses... LOL.

We have decided to stay home for T-giving. I am sure my sister Lisa is stark raving mad and calling me everything but a white girl. But it's a descision I didn;t make lightly. I promised my Dad that I would go home for Christmas and spend a night. Shawn didn;t want to spend a night at my dad's due to only having little time off for t-giving. And it's 3 hours drive max both ways. It''s just too much. We'll have lots of time off at Christmas... my sister will get over it. I hope.

Well that's it for tonight. Im gonna hit the shower and cuddle up afterwards on my love seat, sinking my feet into my foot spa and watch a movie. My back and feet will thank me.

Besides, shawn's mom is pissed that I left my 'puter on line all day while I was at work. His sister was s'posed to be calling. So I decided to check my email and write before I signed off.

Yes... taht's the kind of bitch she makes me want to be. Mua-ha-ha.

Toodles,

Sara